I have a lot going on for me at the moment and it's begining to stress me out. Most of it I don't want to be put out publicly because it's no ones business.

I'm mainly stressed over trying to get a job, and not seeing jamie often at all. I maybe see jamie once a month, if I'm lucky. I love her so much and without having a job i rarely able to go see her because im without car...

People keep telling me "get a job" i'm sick of hearing that because i am trying, i have been trying and i know i'll continue trying. telling me "get a job" only ticks me off because they dont understand what i'm going through.

Either way i'll live, anyways i need to get going...

love you jamie, i miss you

later

matt