I have a lot going on for me at the moment and it's begining to stress me out. Most of it I don't want to be put out publicly because it's no ones business.

I'm mainly stressed over trying to get a job, and not seeing jamie often at all. I maybe see jamie once a month, if I'm lucky. I love her so much and without having a job i rarely able to go see her because im without car...

People keep telling me "get a job" i'm sick of hearing that because i am trying, i have been trying and i know i'll continue trying. telling me "get a job" only ticks me off because they dont understand what i'm going through.

Either way i'll live, anyways i need to get going...

love you jamie, i miss you

later

matt

Ok well it deleted what i had originally. Anywas basically all i said was that i warned them..... they ticked me off with their porn links in my tag board...

here is their IP adress... adress and whatever other info I could dig up on em..

Server Used: [ whois.arin.net ]

66.98.226.51 = [ ev1s-66-98-226-51.ev1servers.net ] 
OrgName:    Everyones Internet  Inc.
OrgID:      EVRY
Address:    2600 Southwest Freeway
Address:    Suite 500
City:       Houston
StateProv:  TX
PostalCode: 77098
Country:    US
NetRange:   66.98.128.0 - 66.98.255.255
CIDR:       66.98.128.0/17
NetName:     EVRY-BLK-14
NetHandle:   NET-66-98-128-0-1
Parent:     NET-66-0-0-0-0
NetType:    Direct Allocation
NameServer: NS1.EV1.NET
NameServer: NS2.EV1.NET
Comment:
RegDate:    2003-07-02
Updated:    2004-02-06
TechHandle: RW172-ARIN
TechName:   Williams  Randy
TechPhone:  1-713-400-5400
TechEmail:  admin@ev1.net
OrgAbuseHandle: ABUSE477-ARIN
OrgAbuseName:   ABUSE
OrgAbusePhone:  1-713-400-5400
OrgAbuseEmail:  abuse@ev1.net
OrgNOCHandle: NOC1445-ARIN
OrgNOCName:   NOC
OrgNOCPhone:  1-713-400-5400
OrgNOCEmail:  noc@ev1.net
OrgTechHandle: RW172-ARIN
OrgTechName:   Williams  Randy
OrgTechPhone:  1-713-400-5400
OrgTechEmail:  admin@ev1.net
OrgTechHandle: VST3-ARIN
OrgTechName:   Stinson  Valarie
OrgTechPhone:  1-713-400-5400
OrgTechEmail:  admin2@ev1.net

Anyways, I miss you jamie, I love you

i get to see my baby friday..... she has a half day of school so shes coming over here after school... we'll probly go see resident evil :-P so im excited. as for other things, ive been kept busy all week. Dont really have much time to myself, not that im complaining... most of my time is shared with jamie.

anyways ive got a busy weekend ahead of me and im looking forward to it... lets just hope it doesnt screw up. gotta go... later

love you jamie, byes

Well i havnt been posting much lately, but then again, ive been a bit busy with jamie and some other things in life (like job...... family) but im alright, nothing bad to report... just a bit stressed... anyways im way less stressed than i have been... so thats good. The main reason i havnt been posting here........ lack of things to talk about... lol

so uhm... bye?

love you jamie

later

Well I said I was going to report those porno links. Well I did here's what I said

On my journal someone from the IP of 66.98.226.51 Posted numerous offending wedsite links on my tag board. I was wondering if their was a way to prevent this from happening to other users tag boards. I have left the tags on my tag board for referance of the administration of this website. Please contact me when you have finished so that I may delete these offending links. Thank you for your time.

anyways, when it comes to pornography links, I report and delete them.

sorry i havnt been posting lately. I've been busy with other things lately... like jamie and... jamie and... ok jamie mostly... lol

I've had my eyes glued on castlevania the past few days...

i was sick monday after eating something not so mild for breakfast... im gonna be hanging out with jamie saturday at santa calligone or however its spelled... until then i'll be stuck on castlevania still or stuck on jamie

love you jamie

later

well crap... it deleted what i had written here... which wasnt much but... all i said is tomorrow is the day of reckoning... i take my test, unless things change...jd's gonna be there for support, and i have jamie's support in my heart... so im set to go

anyways, i didnt have much to say except it'll be a busy weekend...

gotta go, bout to storm..

love oyu jamie

laters

*looks around* i just came back from france... (in my imagination) and i bought twenty things...

well nopthign huge going on here, just cleaning out the closet. brings back memories of when i was just a little snot. most of it is toys i have no use for, so im gonna give em to Steven, JD's "brother" i say that cause hes not his brother, he's him dads, girlfriends, son...

So  the closet will be cleaner, and more room. This saturday im going to get off my lazy butt and take the drivers test (finally) unless plans change... hopefully i'll do well... anyways i need ot be going... laters

love you my beautiful jamie

Not because of my usual things, but because my computer has been acting up lately. I have not been using it as much so things have been installed that carry spyware and other sorts of crap such as crappy programs "Gator" and "Weather bug" that get on my nerves. I'm deleting what i can of these programs and at the same time yahoo IM is acting up as well. Instead of logging in, it asks for a "user verification" when i fill that out it acts as if i never filled it out... which means i should probly change my password once all this is finished, the verification thing could be a hacking program set up sto steal my password, therefore... my password shall be changed. thank god i use a diff password for everything right? anyways, i miss jamie a lot, and shes wanting me to go to a carnival with her this weekend or next. i dunno how i'll be able to, but i can try, i'd really like to go, havnt been to a carnival in awhile. anyways i gotta get back to fixing this pc. love you lots jamie,

later everyone